Just left another few weeks before my eldest son Abdul Azim sits for his UPSR. What is that exam for some of us, baru first exam... he has to go for few series of exam before he can declare himself free from books. It matters to me.
Recently Azim informed about boarding school... in Johore and Sarawak... (jauhnyer....) That school, according to him offered to the students who are interested in arts.. which means.. only students with good co-co vitae are fit to comes in. I knew Azim has such interest. He has a strong martial arts activity.. he represents the school, and he has all I love to do during my school days... kebudayaan activities... that includes singing. Guessed what, he even wrote me a song.... best kan?
He had been asking me about the interest since the school advertise it to the students. Previously he was not keen to go to any boarding school ( mama pun tak sanggup sebenarnya), but lately Azim memang sangat berhasrat.
I told him... if he really wants it... I will allow... but I will for sure.. nangis giler... (weiii anak gue tuhhh.....) but never worry because my nangis will only be for 1 week. I even told him ... that he might be crying too... because he may misses me and the rest of the family... (mcm tak mau bagi jer... hee hee hee)
Anyhow, deep inside me... I'm proud of him, he knew where is he heading to... what he wants to persue with...
To Azim, mama love u so much. you are such a great son... and a great friend to me. Really hope that Allah will blessed you with barakah, and shines your journey.
Just bring me the form. let me fill it up for you.. hope you'll be accepted.
POSITIVE MIND is the reason I'm looking towards everyday in my life. I realise POSITIVE MIND enable me to absorb a lot of new things in my life journey, to forgive and appreciate every single things and every seconds I have.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
H1N1
The kids kat rumah today, their school declared cuti from today untill 19th August.
I feel save if the kids at home. For the past 2 weeks.. demam anak2 silih berganti.. starting from Ammar.. (mc 3 hari) then Azim (mc 4 hari) then syasya (mc 4 hari) then sarah... batuk ngada2... but she complained sakit kat perut... and kerap lapar... walaupun baru sudah makan. Biasanya itu tanda2 gastrik... so me & my hubby.. p cari milk for her... ration for 1 week.
Alhamdulillah, the kids condition okay... but pity Azim.. his real trial exam terlepas 1 hari. Itupun the fourth day ... Azim dah tak sabar nak p sekolah, walaupun masih ada baki cutii dari doc lagi . ( Kalu kita... mc harus di habiskan... hee hee hee)
The Section 7 School, memang ada kes pelajar positif H1N1, according to Syasya... budak darjah 1B dah positif. Then when I got the letter from school yesterday ( Sarah gave it to me) it was written that the school is still monitoring the progress, by reporting the number of students being absent from school. I didn't see any instruction saying, the school will be on cuti .... instead only stated their action for this worrying matters.
Then how do I confirmed the school off today? hee hee hee...
Just happened to be... my neighbour is one of the teacher kat sekolah my kids... so dekat maghrib semalam...( I still tak sampai rumah lagi... sian anak2) she informed Azim.. that the school cuti ... tu laaa sebab boleh tau....
What worries me more ialah... UPSR Azim, Exam will be on 8/9 ( dah dekat tuh... mama dah ketaq pala lutut ) , skng cuti seminggu, pas tu sekolah on 20 & 21 then cuti sekolah pulak.... lagi seminggu... takut his semangat nak exam dia melompat2 turun.... What to do... the kids nyer health is much more important.
Note :-
Bengang sungguh bila tau ada orang yang dapat mc... dan patut quarantine diri sendiri kat rumah... boleh pegi shopping... tengok konsert... and be kat area public... cam nerrr lahhh nak curb the matter... Malaysian.... Malaysian
I feel save if the kids at home. For the past 2 weeks.. demam anak2 silih berganti.. starting from Ammar.. (mc 3 hari) then Azim (mc 4 hari) then syasya (mc 4 hari) then sarah... batuk ngada2... but she complained sakit kat perut... and kerap lapar... walaupun baru sudah makan. Biasanya itu tanda2 gastrik... so me & my hubby.. p cari milk for her... ration for 1 week.
Alhamdulillah, the kids condition okay... but pity Azim.. his real trial exam terlepas 1 hari. Itupun the fourth day ... Azim dah tak sabar nak p sekolah, walaupun masih ada baki cutii dari doc lagi . ( Kalu kita... mc harus di habiskan... hee hee hee)
The Section 7 School, memang ada kes pelajar positif H1N1, according to Syasya... budak darjah 1B dah positif. Then when I got the letter from school yesterday ( Sarah gave it to me) it was written that the school is still monitoring the progress, by reporting the number of students being absent from school. I didn't see any instruction saying, the school will be on cuti .... instead only stated their action for this worrying matters.
Then how do I confirmed the school off today? hee hee hee...
Just happened to be... my neighbour is one of the teacher kat sekolah my kids... so dekat maghrib semalam...( I still tak sampai rumah lagi... sian anak2) she informed Azim.. that the school cuti ... tu laaa sebab boleh tau....
What worries me more ialah... UPSR Azim, Exam will be on 8/9 ( dah dekat tuh... mama dah ketaq pala lutut ) , skng cuti seminggu, pas tu sekolah on 20 & 21 then cuti sekolah pulak.... lagi seminggu... takut his semangat nak exam dia melompat2 turun.... What to do... the kids nyer health is much more important.
Note :-
Bengang sungguh bila tau ada orang yang dapat mc... dan patut quarantine diri sendiri kat rumah... boleh pegi shopping... tengok konsert... and be kat area public... cam nerrr lahhh nak curb the matter... Malaysian.... Malaysian
life is like this
The path we choose in our life, we wouldn't know what's coming up... or rather waiting for us. For that particular time, we thought that was the great move we took. Yes, indeed. For that particular time.
I choose to marry a guy I hardly knew. Met & date him just 3 weeks before he proposed me. That was one of the greatest move I had ever made.
Things happened in our life, but how we take it... it depends on how we want it to be.
Just came to know about a friend. Long lost friend. Didn't have the life she wanted it to be. The way she dreamt about. She considered her marriage life a failure... twice... and she had already stop thinking about greatest thing she went thru with us(the friends), and another greatest things waiting for her.
I felt so sad, not because of what she faced thru with both marriage... but on how she takes it.
When I met my other friends during our school gathering, the atmosphere was of course different from the one we had when we were in school. Those day.. it was more like... senior junoir things... but on that day... it was us... the people form the same school. We do not know who are the seniors and what more... the juniors.
Amongst us... some are married with numbers of kids, some are just married, some are married but still didn't have the chance to have any kids yet, some are pregnant, some are divorcee, some are with the new hubby, some are without (still looking I guessed) even some are still confused. There are friends who are employees (like me), employer, doing own business and even doing MLM. Some of us are with the perfect figures, out of figures, no figures (hee hee hee). Some are with coloured hair, with the scarff, "durians" hair, Botox, poyo, etc.....
We came from the same school. Studied in the same class. Being thought by the same teacher... and yet we still can see the big difference when we met them... WHY....
BECAUSE LIFE IS LIKE THIS
Things changed in our life. Because we change them. We want it to be that way.
To those who think that their life are difficult. Look on the positive side. We have to go thru this life... and change them the way we want it. Let the past support todays strength.
I choose to marry a guy I hardly knew. Met & date him just 3 weeks before he proposed me. That was one of the greatest move I had ever made.
Things happened in our life, but how we take it... it depends on how we want it to be.
Just came to know about a friend. Long lost friend. Didn't have the life she wanted it to be. The way she dreamt about. She considered her marriage life a failure... twice... and she had already stop thinking about greatest thing she went thru with us(the friends), and another greatest things waiting for her.
I felt so sad, not because of what she faced thru with both marriage... but on how she takes it.
When I met my other friends during our school gathering, the atmosphere was of course different from the one we had when we were in school. Those day.. it was more like... senior junoir things... but on that day... it was us... the people form the same school. We do not know who are the seniors and what more... the juniors.
Amongst us... some are married with numbers of kids, some are just married, some are married but still didn't have the chance to have any kids yet, some are pregnant, some are divorcee, some are with the new hubby, some are without (still looking I guessed) even some are still confused. There are friends who are employees (like me), employer, doing own business and even doing MLM. Some of us are with the perfect figures, out of figures, no figures (hee hee hee). Some are with coloured hair, with the scarff, "durians" hair, Botox, poyo, etc.....
We came from the same school. Studied in the same class. Being thought by the same teacher... and yet we still can see the big difference when we met them... WHY....
BECAUSE LIFE IS LIKE THIS
Things changed in our life. Because we change them. We want it to be that way.
To those who think that their life are difficult. Look on the positive side. We have to go thru this life... and change them the way we want it. Let the past support todays strength.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Again
Alhamdulillah,
My event in genting runs successfully
They look at me with thumbs up.
Badan memang penat giler... tapi hati sangat gembira.
Rata-rata customers happy dengan penganjuran kali ini...
The show itself memang happening..
Though 95% in mandrin... tapi wa tarak kisah.. dah 5 years ngan diorang nih...
And they gave me a very good commitment.. sebab tue event berjalan ngan lancar
Tentu event tak 100% seperti dirancangkan, pincang sikit2 boleh cover lagi...
By the time kitorang berkumpul tuk amik gambar... I was so tired... tremendously tired
I heard the staff went for karaoke, I dak tak larat giler... need to be on my bed at that moment.
lagi pun bulan dah hampir time... so penat dia lain macam arrr
That was week ago...
Today
I'm in Malacca, another event, need to set up booth for 4x4 jamboree...
event habis tomorrow somewhere around 4pm... then pack up, baru leh balik
rasanya sampai shah alam dlm kul 6.30pm cam tue.
Monday tak tau lagi nak cuti atau tidak... mungkin p keje... will take my replacement leave some other day.
Just love doing what i'm currently doing... tapi kesian kat anak2 kene tinggal. nasib baik my boys dah tahu nak gosok baju sendiri... so papa dia tak terlalu banyak kerja.. even the girls juga dah pandai gosok baju... tapi kene monitor...
I have such a wonderful kids.
My event in genting runs successfully
They look at me with thumbs up.
Badan memang penat giler... tapi hati sangat gembira.
Rata-rata customers happy dengan penganjuran kali ini...
The show itself memang happening..
Though 95% in mandrin... tapi wa tarak kisah.. dah 5 years ngan diorang nih...
And they gave me a very good commitment.. sebab tue event berjalan ngan lancar
Tentu event tak 100% seperti dirancangkan, pincang sikit2 boleh cover lagi...
By the time kitorang berkumpul tuk amik gambar... I was so tired... tremendously tired
I heard the staff went for karaoke, I dak tak larat giler... need to be on my bed at that moment.
lagi pun bulan dah hampir time... so penat dia lain macam arrr
That was week ago...
Today
I'm in Malacca, another event, need to set up booth for 4x4 jamboree...
event habis tomorrow somewhere around 4pm... then pack up, baru leh balik
rasanya sampai shah alam dlm kul 6.30pm cam tue.
Monday tak tau lagi nak cuti atau tidak... mungkin p keje... will take my replacement leave some other day.
Just love doing what i'm currently doing... tapi kesian kat anak2 kene tinggal. nasib baik my boys dah tahu nak gosok baju sendiri... so papa dia tak terlalu banyak kerja.. even the girls juga dah pandai gosok baju... tapi kene monitor...
I have such a wonderful kids.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
The Reason to Succeed
Every human beings have their own goals. From young till our last breath we dream of getting something. The needs keep on changing ... and we keep on demanding for something. Nothing wrong with it... somehow it helps us to keep on going in this life.
I achieved what I want... because I want it to be that way... of course sometimes.. though I tried very hard... it seems that my target is running away from me..... could it be because of my way of getting it... or that thing is just not for me... ... never give up...
I love working... I love doing things... I love to take care all my kids.. I love to be at home with them... I love to cook... I love to become a carrier woman ... love to do what I'm doing right now... urgggghhhh so much things I want in my life... Sometimes it was like struggling to catch every single things..
The ladder is very high... keep on climbing... but still need to look down ... to the people I left behind.
The reason I put the title was actually because of the communication I had with Azim.. few days ago...
He told me " mama... my teacher said this today... kalau seseorang pelajar itu hendak berjaya... dia haruslah... 1. ada keluarga yang penyayang... contohnya ibu bapa yang baik dan bukan bercerai... 2. makanan yang bagus.... 3. bantuan belajar yang baik 4. tidak selalu dimarahi.... 5. sering didoakan... "
Well looking at that 5 reasons... which one is within thier control... ?... my answer is none... none of those.... All 5 reasons are beyond the kids control...
I told Azim... " I don't quite agree with your teacher... " my reason is very simple... " if you want to succeed it is not because of other people... it must be because we want it to be" ... " never blame others if we can't achieve what we want... they are just obstacles... " " you won't feel the joy of success if you don't overcome the obstacles" ... (wahhh berfalsafah mama nih)...
At this point of time... I was quite angry... with the information being penetrate into the kids mind. If let say the kids are from the broken family... does that means they can take that for not doing good in their study?... they can just blame the parents.. or If let say they are from poor family... should they blame the parents.. for not being able to provide them with the proper meals?.. HOW COULD WE TEACH THE KIDS ON BLAMING OTHERS WHEN WE FAIL....
I told Azim to tell his teacher on my view... haa haa haa.... don't think Azim would... but at least he knew... always think before saying something... the impact we could create.
Previously ... Ammar came to me and informed me on the information he got during his motivation seminar in school... the phrase from the motivator/teacher goes like this " kalau kita x belajar pandai-pandai... nanti kita akan kerja macam orang yang kutip sampah tu... nak kerja macam tu ker?" what do you think the answer form the kids.....? YAAA ... lah kan? How if one of the kids in the motivation class... bapanya ialah pekerja kutip sampah? how would she/he feels? Bila dengar cerita Ammar... hati ni geram sungguh.... rasa nak hempuk jer motivator tu.... suruh p kelas belajar respect people's profession...
Ni lah masalahnyer dengan sistem pendidikan kita... Too much of A's in the teacher's mind.. they've forgotten the need of other value things in our life... that is RESPECT...
Successful is guaranteed if you know how to respect and appreciate what you have right now. The journey will become smooth for you..
I achieved what I want... because I want it to be that way... of course sometimes.. though I tried very hard... it seems that my target is running away from me..... could it be because of my way of getting it... or that thing is just not for me... ... never give up...
I love working... I love doing things... I love to take care all my kids.. I love to be at home with them... I love to cook... I love to become a carrier woman ... love to do what I'm doing right now... urgggghhhh so much things I want in my life... Sometimes it was like struggling to catch every single things..
The ladder is very high... keep on climbing... but still need to look down ... to the people I left behind.
The reason I put the title was actually because of the communication I had with Azim.. few days ago...
He told me " mama... my teacher said this today... kalau seseorang pelajar itu hendak berjaya... dia haruslah... 1. ada keluarga yang penyayang... contohnya ibu bapa yang baik dan bukan bercerai... 2. makanan yang bagus.... 3. bantuan belajar yang baik 4. tidak selalu dimarahi.... 5. sering didoakan... "
Well looking at that 5 reasons... which one is within thier control... ?... my answer is none... none of those.... All 5 reasons are beyond the kids control...
I told Azim... " I don't quite agree with your teacher... " my reason is very simple... " if you want to succeed it is not because of other people... it must be because we want it to be" ... " never blame others if we can't achieve what we want... they are just obstacles... " " you won't feel the joy of success if you don't overcome the obstacles" ... (wahhh berfalsafah mama nih)...
At this point of time... I was quite angry... with the information being penetrate into the kids mind. If let say the kids are from the broken family... does that means they can take that for not doing good in their study?... they can just blame the parents.. or If let say they are from poor family... should they blame the parents.. for not being able to provide them with the proper meals?.. HOW COULD WE TEACH THE KIDS ON BLAMING OTHERS WHEN WE FAIL....
I told Azim to tell his teacher on my view... haa haa haa.... don't think Azim would... but at least he knew... always think before saying something... the impact we could create.
Previously ... Ammar came to me and informed me on the information he got during his motivation seminar in school... the phrase from the motivator/teacher goes like this " kalau kita x belajar pandai-pandai... nanti kita akan kerja macam orang yang kutip sampah tu... nak kerja macam tu ker?" what do you think the answer form the kids.....? YAAA ... lah kan? How if one of the kids in the motivation class... bapanya ialah pekerja kutip sampah? how would she/he feels? Bila dengar cerita Ammar... hati ni geram sungguh.... rasa nak hempuk jer motivator tu.... suruh p kelas belajar respect people's profession...
Ni lah masalahnyer dengan sistem pendidikan kita... Too much of A's in the teacher's mind.. they've forgotten the need of other value things in our life... that is RESPECT...
Successful is guaranteed if you know how to respect and appreciate what you have right now. The journey will become smooth for you..
Monday, July 6, 2009
Taekwando
Grading
Last Saturday... my kids went for their taekwando grading
Sarah is going for his 7th grade.. still yellow belt. Syasya to the next level that is blue belt the 4th grade... whilst Ammar to his Red belt, 2nd Grade.
Sarah and Syasya... are still in the hurayy mood... attending taekwando classes and the grading ... just for fun... Ammar on the other hand.. had shown his concentration by the move and the posture placing.
Azim? Sir Khoo will always say this to him " very obedient son" . Azim will have his grading this coming November... Sir Khoo wants him to complete his UPSR before the Black Belt grading...
If Sarah manage to get her 7th Grade.. she would be able to attend the sparring classes. So all 4 will be in the same class... Class gaduh2... hee hee hee
Tournament
Acara penting yang tak sempat bagi tau....
Azim & Syasya ... represent their school for the MSS taekwando tournament... Selalunya... in any tournament me and my hubby will assist the kids... but this time round since it is from the school... the teachers took over... Event pun hari kerja... so x leh nak p.
Azim got 3rd placing and will be representing the MSSD.. with other 2.....
Syasya.... a good exposure... I could say.... baru first time to the tournament. But the next day.. Azim sudah x larat... habis bengkak2 satu badan.... so mama nilah jd tukang urutnyer....
Azim of course very excited with his achievements ... an extra points for his co-curriculum..
An extra points means a lot to him as it will help him to get into to MRSM...(if he wants to)
Tapi tak kottttt!!!!!
Last Saturday... my kids went for their taekwando grading
Sarah is going for his 7th grade.. still yellow belt. Syasya to the next level that is blue belt the 4th grade... whilst Ammar to his Red belt, 2nd Grade.
Sarah and Syasya... are still in the hurayy mood... attending taekwando classes and the grading ... just for fun... Ammar on the other hand.. had shown his concentration by the move and the posture placing.
Azim? Sir Khoo will always say this to him " very obedient son" . Azim will have his grading this coming November... Sir Khoo wants him to complete his UPSR before the Black Belt grading...
If Sarah manage to get her 7th Grade.. she would be able to attend the sparring classes. So all 4 will be in the same class... Class gaduh2... hee hee hee
Tournament
Acara penting yang tak sempat bagi tau....
Azim & Syasya ... represent their school for the MSS taekwando tournament... Selalunya... in any tournament me and my hubby will assist the kids... but this time round since it is from the school... the teachers took over... Event pun hari kerja... so x leh nak p.
Azim got 3rd placing and will be representing the MSSD.. with other 2.....
Syasya.... a good exposure... I could say.... baru first time to the tournament. But the next day.. Azim sudah x larat... habis bengkak2 satu badan.... so mama nilah jd tukang urutnyer....
Azim of course very excited with his achievements ... an extra points for his co-curriculum..
An extra points means a lot to him as it will help him to get into to MRSM...(if he wants to)
Tapi tak kottttt!!!!!
Still Standing
Still can stand up straight... despite all the "burdens" being load on my back...
Left another 11days to go... a final briefing with the manpower/ staff for the event will be this Thursday and the group of sales personnel the next day... which is on Friday... The changes are still there... but my straight look tells them " please... no more changes" ... perhaps they could understand....
Today I managed to complete my entrance draw card.. the numbers now are 2030 and the lucky draw arrangement + the job justification. Tomorrow I will have to do my Administrative programme... need to complete them by Wednesday.. before the first briefing. Alhamdulillah... everything is in order...
Can't sometimes understand myself... Would only be able to complete thing... after office hour... the only time I can focussed on my tasks... other than that ... I opt to borak with my fellow colleagues... What else can I say.... they loved to be around my area... and get me borak2 with them...
The best part is.... the whole day... punya thinking on how to arrange my event... finally siap within 1 hour .... after everyone in the office hilang.... that is quality time....
Tomorrow will be another day... for me...
Left another 11days to go... a final briefing with the manpower/ staff for the event will be this Thursday and the group of sales personnel the next day... which is on Friday... The changes are still there... but my straight look tells them " please... no more changes" ... perhaps they could understand....
Today I managed to complete my entrance draw card.. the numbers now are 2030 and the lucky draw arrangement + the job justification. Tomorrow I will have to do my Administrative programme... need to complete them by Wednesday.. before the first briefing. Alhamdulillah... everything is in order...
Can't sometimes understand myself... Would only be able to complete thing... after office hour... the only time I can focussed on my tasks... other than that ... I opt to borak with my fellow colleagues... What else can I say.... they loved to be around my area... and get me borak2 with them...
The best part is.... the whole day... punya thinking on how to arrange my event... finally siap within 1 hour .... after everyone in the office hilang.... that is quality time....
Tomorrow will be another day... for me...
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