Looking foward for Monday

Looking foward for Monday for the next 12 weeks... Why? jawab soalan ni dulu.....

Soalan Penting : Siapa pelakon kanak-kanak yang bawa watak Saifullah dalam drama Gemilang arahan Kabir Bahtia?

Sampai arini teringat kat lakonan budak tue... sgt memberi kesan kepada jiwa raga ini... hu hu...
Tahniah pada Kabir Bahtia yang membuatkan aku serta anak2 mengadap drama melayu dan tak berganjak dari TV.. dan saper2 pun tak dibenarkan bersuara sepanjang drama berlangsung....

Ya.. bukan hanya air mata aku ni tak reti nak stop.. idung pun sama berair... nak cover dari anak2 pun tak leh... sayu sehhhh!!!! anak2 pun terkedu tengok kehidupan orang2 dulu.. macam mana anak2 turut membantu ibu bapa bekerja dan pada masa yang sama cenderung dalam pelajaran...

Anak2 terkejut tengok bagaimana orang dulu2 terpaksa bagi kat orang anak2 mereka bila dah tak mampu nak jaga... melekat giler mata anak2 aku kat tv...

Dua-dua adik Lah pun best gak.. sempoi giler... belakon... tak nampak cam drama skema...

Skng nie aku dah tak sabar nak tunggu hari Isnin... sedangkan sblm nie.. Isnin bukanlah hari yang paling cemerlang.. sbb hari pertama kerja lepas rest dua hari... Tahniah TV3 sbb letak drama ni kat hari cam nie...

GEMILANG best... aku bagi 1000 bintang utk episod pertama...

Alhamdulillah....

Ammar proved it.....

The result was out yesterday... and Ammar was called to the stage to be part of 57 students who scored 5As in their 2010 UPSR....

I took Sarah with me to support Ammar... who kept on asking whether or not this mother will be taking leave during the result.. Well... what ever the result will be... I would sure be there for him. Taking leaves during his exam days, rush from office for his "majlis bacaan yassin, tarawih n doa selamat" during Ramadhan, attending almost all the meets organized by teachers... and what ever concerns his studies... I was there for him. This is just a moral support.

When the headmistress called his name, Sarah was the one shouting with joy... me?.... lelehlah apa lagi.... Yes I'm proud of him... It is not because the numbers of As he got... the truth is.. all his efforts finally paid...

Ammar had to push all by himself.. going to extra clases after normal school hours, ride to Pusat Tusyen Mawar, sacrificed his Sundays for group studies and what ever motivations classes he is interested in.. he went.

Well, I'm just comparing with his brother who will most of the time get assistance from us, to send and fetch. Ever since I accepted the offer to KL, I told Ammar its not possible for me to did the same, but he will get every support from me.

What makes me extra proud of him, was when I read the entry he made in his FB. He thanked Auntie Atie, for spending all her Sundays to teach them and monitor their progress. He says "ini semua berkat Auntie mengajar kitorang setiap hari ahad. tq 2 u 2 lah auntie".

To NURHAYATI M.MAMUN SUHAIMI, thanks for being there for Ammar, and notify me every now and then, on his progress and schools' activities. These all being done without a single cents from us. Your sincerity touches me. May Allah bless you.


Ammar was crying on the stage.. (well others too.. so it was not so obvious.. he he).. sobbing even harder when he saw me nearing him... (heheh...). Surprisingly... Sarah pun peluk Ammar and cried... she was proud too... ( dh mcm drama air mata dh... pdhal UPSR jer... heheh...)

To Ammar, just like I told Azim, this is one of the steps.. there are a lot of things in life, he will have to explore... life not only about formal academic studies... and scoring As... it has more meanings and happiness, and what he is currently enjoying is just part of it....

Congrats to all too.. be it straight As or not.. you've done it....

Lawak of the day

The phone rang......

Me : Corp Comm, afternoon.
Caller : Hello, hi... I'm Nik from ABC company, I just want to check with u errr...
how do I, emmm....... well I want to check ....
Me : (trying to figure out)
Caller : oh okay..... I just want to check errrr..... what is your name?
Me : Oh u want to check my name is it ? ( smiling )
Caller : no no...
Me : Okay Nik, how can i help u ? ( smilling ), is there anything u want to introduce?
Caller : yes .. yes... I have a brochure.. I want to send....
Me : Okay no prob just e-mail me...
bla bla bla...

note : caller ada slang American ya.... so read again with the accent.. ha ha

moralnyer : practice dulu apa nak cakap, kalu tidak sudahnya "I want to check your name" lah jawabnyer. he... he.....

A stage higher.....

2nd November 2010, will mark its own history for all the upstreams steel companies in Malaysia for the Launching of Malaysia Steel Association (MSA) by Minister in Prime Minister's Department Tan Sri Nor Mohamed Yakcop representing The Prime Minister.

The President of the Association is of course our dearest Tan Sri William Cheng.

I've got a lot to say about the Association, but you can find it most of the newspaper...

What most important for me is the "behind" of the launching which required most of my sleeping hours to be sacrificed for about 3 weeks before the event. It was such a great experience to work with other steel mill companies like Perwaja, Annjoo and Masteel, with 2 meets a week to plan the event and to put every ideas from different companies to an agreeable decision. The third week meeting will only starts after office hours with all the CEOs of the said companies.

Being the only malay in the room I found it interesting, listening to the Bahasa Malaysia conversation; the mixed of BM, BI and Mandrin. I found myself laughing to certain jokes they made in the language I barely understood. Maybe I'm so used to the language for I have been in most of the meeting with such group for the past 7 years, or could it be because of the excitement built during the conversation (just like the suspense mood) that brings you to the scenario...

Shall share some of the photos..

me standing just beside Tan Sri William Cheng, with my bos and colleagues

with Raymond Goh, the most gorgeus guy with manly voice

me & penny tan (my colleague)

ha ha.. they were eyeing on the boxes, which I purposely covered with the cloth.

Its more than 20 units of 8GB pendrive. Dare to touch ?!!!!

The VVIP table, nicely laid and scattered with red rose petals

(but I don't like the chair covers.. not properly pressed )

When its time

The time will come...

Saddened and shocked by a news I received today. A friend of mine just lost his mom, might be this morning itself, suddenly my brain stops thinking, just couldn't find the right word to say just wish him "take care" for his long journey to the north.

This is his first year to celebrate his birthday on 9th this month with his long waited and the only child after 10 years of marriage, daughter and sad to say that this is also the first time for him to celebrate it without the woman who gave him birth last 39 years ago.

As a friend, may all the strength be with him. Its time for her to be with Allah, our creator. Our time will come soon....

Amin

Pilihan...

Banyak benda yang berkecamuk dalam otak nie...
Semua benda diambil kira.. diletakkan sebagai penghalang...
Tidak seperti dulu... "lantaklah" or "biarlah"... dan sentiasa memikir dari sudut yang berbeza.. agar pemikiran sentiasa positif..

Why? Why ? Why?
Sangat pasti , ujian itu datang setiap masa... tetapi kenapa ujian kali ini sgt lemah untuk dihadapi... sehingga pemikiran menjadi... "i don't care" ..... dan malas untuk berfikir untuk mengatasi...

Mencari jalan keluar dari keadaan kecamuk ini....

I choose to silent...

Penat... letih....

lompatlah bila perlu

Bila kali terkakhir kita melompat jarak dari jarak tinggi ?... masa sekolah dulu ? ..ya.. masa pendidikan jasmani .. bila ramai2 kene buat lompat jauh atau lompat tinggi.. sbb cikgu nak pilih siapa yang boleh wakili rumah sukan... hemmmm...

Well baru2 ni, saya lompat juga.. jaraknya adalah dalam 6 - 7 kaki tinggi... untuk saya yang berukuran 5kaki 3 inci ni.. jarak tu mmg ler tinggi...

Lompatan terpaksa dilakukan ... tak der pilihan lain.. selain dari melompat.. meh tengok gambar dulu.. baru cerita lanjut...

Antara mereka yang juga turut melompat turun..

masih ada sebahagian lagi yang sedang berusaha melompat turun...

yang telah berjaya melompat.. skang kene panjang bukit lak...

Ok, cerita nyer cam nie..

24 June lepas.. I took commuter train from KL station.. If amik dari KL sentral.. confirm x dapat masuk ... so the best option is to be at the station just b4 it.

Masa kat station tue.. announcement by KTM kata.. they faced power problem.. so the next train tak tau sampai kul baper.. but I'm quiet lucky sbb.. about 5 minutes tunggu.. train pun sampai..

But not lucky enough though.. kali ni kene diri.. I decided to stand near pintu opposite the entrance.. The train smoothly moved to KL sentral.. seperti biasa.. semorang bertolakkan sbb nak masuk train.. I heard from one of the passenger.. they've been waiting for more than 1 hour.. so x mau tunggu lagi... staff kat situ pun suruh wanita2 kat gerabak wanita tpt sy tue.. masuk dalam and lebih rapat.. so finally kitorang stand tanpa perlu pegang apa2.. just lean kat badan org lain.. as for me.. terus rapat kat pintu yang tertulis " do not lean on the door" well what to do.. terpaksa jugalah..

About less than 5 minutes after leaving the sentral station.. suddently train stops.. ini keadaan biasa.. bila train nak gain power.. tapi kali ni lama la pulak..

As the train started to move tiba2 I say some spark cam petir la kiranya.. dari bumbung gerabak wanita.. terkejut n istighfar... mana tak nyer.. tak hujan.. tak guruh.. tetiba petir pulak.. Immediate after the spark.. bumbung gerabak wanita suddently meletup... Ya meletup .. right exactly kat tempat yang berlaku spark tadi... I saw the thing .. like pressure ... n pushing the hole right down kat kepala penumpang... followed by the screams... and the lights went off... horror gila masa tue... time lebih kurang kul 7.20pm...

Dengan kepadatan serupa sardin.. gerabak yang diduduki oleh kaum hawa ajer nie.. jadi huru hara.. ada yang dah menangis... menjerit2.. well.. u can imagine.. finally.. I shouted to the ladies to squat... everyone squated... not knowing what to do.. Orang belakang I dh siap tepon ama n aya dia.. siap nangis2 lagi... well memanglah.. takut sehhh!!!

Paling worse.. tetiba tpt meletup tue.. keluar asap hitam... what do we expect bila asap masuk gerabak.. mestilah something burning kan.. Masalahnya bila asap dh masuk.. semorang dh start batuk2.. nak mati aper kalu duduk lagi kat dalam tue... buleh lemas.. Masa tue.. lagi kelam kabut.. then baru teringat tingkap buleh pecahkan.. I shouted to pecahkan tingkap.. as for my self.. mmg dh x leh gerak dh.. sbb dh padat sgt.. n of course need to do less movement... just hope those yang dekat ngan tingkap to do it.. Asap makin banyak.. n the ladies.. cuba pecahkan tingkap guna payung... ( adooiiiiiii...... payung .. mana nak jalan....) Bila panic.. hammer pun x leh nak perasan..

Finally after more than 10 minutes .... pintu beside me.. make a hissing sound.. cepat2 me n another person pull the door...

Mak aiii.. tingginya... itu yang cross my mind... I quickly grab the railing tepi pintu.. sbb kalu jatuh ke bawah.. mmg x der kesian dh....

Pity some of us yang mmg ada kat pintu terus jatuh kat atas batu bila orang kat belakang bertolakan.. nak buat cam ner.. yg kat dalam dh x leh nak bernafas dh... Saw some of them.. dh crawling kat atas batu.. mmg sakit.. batu railway tuu.....

I hardly stand... some already jump over my head... my hand.. dlm hati.. terfikir gak.. ada yg mati kene pijak pulak ni kang.. Ada satu pompuan indon dh tua gak... cuba thru my hand.. (which i'm not gonna let go the railing) dia menjerit jerit kat I " dik.. dik.. jangan mati kat sini dik... lompat dik... jangan mati sini..." Ya betul.. saper yang nak mati kat situ.. tapi masalahnya I still can't stand... finally.. I managed to stand selepas bersusah payah tolak orang lain.. (terpaksa...) bila agak clear sikit.. or rather orang2 dr tpt yg byk asap tu kuar... I managed to sit on the floor before jump out the train... there ware two indonesian gentlemen.. waiting to secure the ladies... ( mana p abang2 CIMB nie...?) ...

Ada sorang yang panic giler.. jump concurrently with me.. landed on the guy.. sian mamat tu.. dia pulak jatuh kat atas batu...

Somehow after 20 minutes everyone dh dapat keluar...

Nasib baik ada.. pengguna jalanraya yang tolong kitorang.. robohkan pagar KTM n bantu kirotang cross ke jalan raya.. kalu tak berkampung lah kitorang kat situ...

Dari lepas dapat kuar dari area landasan.. masing2 cari cara sendiri utk balik.. pandai2 lah kitorang....

KOMEN UNTUK KTM

1. len kali sediakanlah evacuation procedure.. x ler kelam kabut melompat turun dari train... kalu masa tu ada orang buta, ibu mengandung n orang tua cam ner... takkan nak bagi mati lemas kat dalam gerabak pulak...

2. Dlm masa sebulan.. byk nyer problem... x leh nak settle ker... baru jer beberapa hari sebelum tue.. TPM lancarkan 125 yrs KTM

3. Report kat dlm newspaper sgt tak bertanggungjawab...

4. Penumpang kene pandai2 cari cara utk balik sendiri... hemmm entahlah....