Alhamdulillah,
My event in genting runs successfully
They look at me with thumbs up.
Badan memang penat giler... tapi hati sangat gembira.
Rata-rata customers happy dengan penganjuran kali ini...
The show itself memang happening..
Though 95% in mandrin... tapi wa tarak kisah.. dah 5 years ngan diorang nih...
And they gave me a very good commitment.. sebab tue event berjalan ngan lancar
Tentu event tak 100% seperti dirancangkan, pincang sikit2 boleh cover lagi...
By the time kitorang berkumpul tuk amik gambar... I was so tired... tremendously tired
I heard the staff went for karaoke, I dak tak larat giler... need to be on my bed at that moment.
lagi pun bulan dah hampir time... so penat dia lain macam arrr
That was week ago...
Today
I'm in Malacca, another event, need to set up booth for 4x4 jamboree...
event habis tomorrow somewhere around 4pm... then pack up, baru leh balik
rasanya sampai shah alam dlm kul 6.30pm cam tue.
Monday tak tau lagi nak cuti atau tidak... mungkin p keje... will take my replacement leave some other day.
Just love doing what i'm currently doing... tapi kesian kat anak2 kene tinggal. nasib baik my boys dah tahu nak gosok baju sendiri... so papa dia tak terlalu banyak kerja.. even the girls juga dah pandai gosok baju... tapi kene monitor...
I have such a wonderful kids.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
The Reason to Succeed
Every human beings have their own goals. From young till our last breath we dream of getting something. The needs keep on changing ... and we keep on demanding for something. Nothing wrong with it... somehow it helps us to keep on going in this life.
I achieved what I want... because I want it to be that way... of course sometimes.. though I tried very hard... it seems that my target is running away from me..... could it be because of my way of getting it... or that thing is just not for me... ... never give up...
I love working... I love doing things... I love to take care all my kids.. I love to be at home with them... I love to cook... I love to become a carrier woman ... love to do what I'm doing right now... urgggghhhh so much things I want in my life... Sometimes it was like struggling to catch every single things..
The ladder is very high... keep on climbing... but still need to look down ... to the people I left behind.
The reason I put the title was actually because of the communication I had with Azim.. few days ago...
He told me " mama... my teacher said this today... kalau seseorang pelajar itu hendak berjaya... dia haruslah... 1. ada keluarga yang penyayang... contohnya ibu bapa yang baik dan bukan bercerai... 2. makanan yang bagus.... 3. bantuan belajar yang baik 4. tidak selalu dimarahi.... 5. sering didoakan... "
Well looking at that 5 reasons... which one is within thier control... ?... my answer is none... none of those.... All 5 reasons are beyond the kids control...
I told Azim... " I don't quite agree with your teacher... " my reason is very simple... " if you want to succeed it is not because of other people... it must be because we want it to be" ... " never blame others if we can't achieve what we want... they are just obstacles... " " you won't feel the joy of success if you don't overcome the obstacles" ... (wahhh berfalsafah mama nih)...
At this point of time... I was quite angry... with the information being penetrate into the kids mind. If let say the kids are from the broken family... does that means they can take that for not doing good in their study?... they can just blame the parents.. or If let say they are from poor family... should they blame the parents.. for not being able to provide them with the proper meals?.. HOW COULD WE TEACH THE KIDS ON BLAMING OTHERS WHEN WE FAIL....
I told Azim to tell his teacher on my view... haa haa haa.... don't think Azim would... but at least he knew... always think before saying something... the impact we could create.
Previously ... Ammar came to me and informed me on the information he got during his motivation seminar in school... the phrase from the motivator/teacher goes like this " kalau kita x belajar pandai-pandai... nanti kita akan kerja macam orang yang kutip sampah tu... nak kerja macam tu ker?" what do you think the answer form the kids.....? YAAA ... lah kan? How if one of the kids in the motivation class... bapanya ialah pekerja kutip sampah? how would she/he feels? Bila dengar cerita Ammar... hati ni geram sungguh.... rasa nak hempuk jer motivator tu.... suruh p kelas belajar respect people's profession...
Ni lah masalahnyer dengan sistem pendidikan kita... Too much of A's in the teacher's mind.. they've forgotten the need of other value things in our life... that is RESPECT...
Successful is guaranteed if you know how to respect and appreciate what you have right now. The journey will become smooth for you..
I achieved what I want... because I want it to be that way... of course sometimes.. though I tried very hard... it seems that my target is running away from me..... could it be because of my way of getting it... or that thing is just not for me... ... never give up...
I love working... I love doing things... I love to take care all my kids.. I love to be at home with them... I love to cook... I love to become a carrier woman ... love to do what I'm doing right now... urgggghhhh so much things I want in my life... Sometimes it was like struggling to catch every single things..
The ladder is very high... keep on climbing... but still need to look down ... to the people I left behind.
The reason I put the title was actually because of the communication I had with Azim.. few days ago...
He told me " mama... my teacher said this today... kalau seseorang pelajar itu hendak berjaya... dia haruslah... 1. ada keluarga yang penyayang... contohnya ibu bapa yang baik dan bukan bercerai... 2. makanan yang bagus.... 3. bantuan belajar yang baik 4. tidak selalu dimarahi.... 5. sering didoakan... "
Well looking at that 5 reasons... which one is within thier control... ?... my answer is none... none of those.... All 5 reasons are beyond the kids control...
I told Azim... " I don't quite agree with your teacher... " my reason is very simple... " if you want to succeed it is not because of other people... it must be because we want it to be" ... " never blame others if we can't achieve what we want... they are just obstacles... " " you won't feel the joy of success if you don't overcome the obstacles" ... (wahhh berfalsafah mama nih)...
At this point of time... I was quite angry... with the information being penetrate into the kids mind. If let say the kids are from the broken family... does that means they can take that for not doing good in their study?... they can just blame the parents.. or If let say they are from poor family... should they blame the parents.. for not being able to provide them with the proper meals?.. HOW COULD WE TEACH THE KIDS ON BLAMING OTHERS WHEN WE FAIL....
I told Azim to tell his teacher on my view... haa haa haa.... don't think Azim would... but at least he knew... always think before saying something... the impact we could create.
Previously ... Ammar came to me and informed me on the information he got during his motivation seminar in school... the phrase from the motivator/teacher goes like this " kalau kita x belajar pandai-pandai... nanti kita akan kerja macam orang yang kutip sampah tu... nak kerja macam tu ker?" what do you think the answer form the kids.....? YAAA ... lah kan? How if one of the kids in the motivation class... bapanya ialah pekerja kutip sampah? how would she/he feels? Bila dengar cerita Ammar... hati ni geram sungguh.... rasa nak hempuk jer motivator tu.... suruh p kelas belajar respect people's profession...
Ni lah masalahnyer dengan sistem pendidikan kita... Too much of A's in the teacher's mind.. they've forgotten the need of other value things in our life... that is RESPECT...
Successful is guaranteed if you know how to respect and appreciate what you have right now. The journey will become smooth for you..
Monday, July 6, 2009
Taekwando
Grading
Last Saturday... my kids went for their taekwando grading
Sarah is going for his 7th grade.. still yellow belt. Syasya to the next level that is blue belt the 4th grade... whilst Ammar to his Red belt, 2nd Grade.
Sarah and Syasya... are still in the hurayy mood... attending taekwando classes and the grading ... just for fun... Ammar on the other hand.. had shown his concentration by the move and the posture placing.
Azim? Sir Khoo will always say this to him " very obedient son" . Azim will have his grading this coming November... Sir Khoo wants him to complete his UPSR before the Black Belt grading...
If Sarah manage to get her 7th Grade.. she would be able to attend the sparring classes. So all 4 will be in the same class... Class gaduh2... hee hee hee
Tournament
Acara penting yang tak sempat bagi tau....
Azim & Syasya ... represent their school for the MSS taekwando tournament... Selalunya... in any tournament me and my hubby will assist the kids... but this time round since it is from the school... the teachers took over... Event pun hari kerja... so x leh nak p.
Azim got 3rd placing and will be representing the MSSD.. with other 2.....
Syasya.... a good exposure... I could say.... baru first time to the tournament. But the next day.. Azim sudah x larat... habis bengkak2 satu badan.... so mama nilah jd tukang urutnyer....
Azim of course very excited with his achievements ... an extra points for his co-curriculum..
An extra points means a lot to him as it will help him to get into to MRSM...(if he wants to)
Tapi tak kottttt!!!!!
Last Saturday... my kids went for their taekwando grading
Sarah is going for his 7th grade.. still yellow belt. Syasya to the next level that is blue belt the 4th grade... whilst Ammar to his Red belt, 2nd Grade.
Sarah and Syasya... are still in the hurayy mood... attending taekwando classes and the grading ... just for fun... Ammar on the other hand.. had shown his concentration by the move and the posture placing.
Azim? Sir Khoo will always say this to him " very obedient son" . Azim will have his grading this coming November... Sir Khoo wants him to complete his UPSR before the Black Belt grading...
If Sarah manage to get her 7th Grade.. she would be able to attend the sparring classes. So all 4 will be in the same class... Class gaduh2... hee hee hee
Tournament
Acara penting yang tak sempat bagi tau....
Azim & Syasya ... represent their school for the MSS taekwando tournament... Selalunya... in any tournament me and my hubby will assist the kids... but this time round since it is from the school... the teachers took over... Event pun hari kerja... so x leh nak p.
Azim got 3rd placing and will be representing the MSSD.. with other 2.....
Syasya.... a good exposure... I could say.... baru first time to the tournament. But the next day.. Azim sudah x larat... habis bengkak2 satu badan.... so mama nilah jd tukang urutnyer....
Azim of course very excited with his achievements ... an extra points for his co-curriculum..
An extra points means a lot to him as it will help him to get into to MRSM...(if he wants to)
Tapi tak kottttt!!!!!
Still Standing
Still can stand up straight... despite all the "burdens" being load on my back...
Left another 11days to go... a final briefing with the manpower/ staff for the event will be this Thursday and the group of sales personnel the next day... which is on Friday... The changes are still there... but my straight look tells them " please... no more changes" ... perhaps they could understand....
Today I managed to complete my entrance draw card.. the numbers now are 2030 and the lucky draw arrangement + the job justification. Tomorrow I will have to do my Administrative programme... need to complete them by Wednesday.. before the first briefing. Alhamdulillah... everything is in order...
Can't sometimes understand myself... Would only be able to complete thing... after office hour... the only time I can focussed on my tasks... other than that ... I opt to borak with my fellow colleagues... What else can I say.... they loved to be around my area... and get me borak2 with them...
The best part is.... the whole day... punya thinking on how to arrange my event... finally siap within 1 hour .... after everyone in the office hilang.... that is quality time....
Tomorrow will be another day... for me...
Left another 11days to go... a final briefing with the manpower/ staff for the event will be this Thursday and the group of sales personnel the next day... which is on Friday... The changes are still there... but my straight look tells them " please... no more changes" ... perhaps they could understand....
Today I managed to complete my entrance draw card.. the numbers now are 2030 and the lucky draw arrangement + the job justification. Tomorrow I will have to do my Administrative programme... need to complete them by Wednesday.. before the first briefing. Alhamdulillah... everything is in order...
Can't sometimes understand myself... Would only be able to complete thing... after office hour... the only time I can focussed on my tasks... other than that ... I opt to borak with my fellow colleagues... What else can I say.... they loved to be around my area... and get me borak2 with them...
The best part is.... the whole day... punya thinking on how to arrange my event... finally siap within 1 hour .... after everyone in the office hilang.... that is quality time....
Tomorrow will be another day... for me...
Friday, July 3, 2009
The age thinking
Starts my office hour with a mug (xxl size) of Oatmeal... being in this age .. I have to start to control my intake... less rice, less sugar, less chocolates (oh no... my fav) ... more fiber and more plain water... But sometimes still took those... hee hee hee ... I'm not the living dead... just to compliment myself...
I've lost a friend due to liver failure, I do have officemate with heart problem, we are all the same age. There are numbers of them out there... are facing health problem... Wouldn't want to be part of it... so it is better for me to adjust mylife now...
Ah merapu pulak......
The day goes on with the Knowledge Management.. meet.. Today is more on sharing our successful stories... Don't feel like sharing anything today... but were called to .... hee hee hee..... It is so obvious if i didn't offer or contribute any ideas... I started with sharing my age... nothing to hide... I'm happy with my age... some people I met were saying this " you don't look like 35" but some will say... " are you sure you are 35? I thought you are 40", hee hee hee.... I really don't mind what they feel about my age... what I feel about me is much more important... after all it is the only " age " things they are reffering at...
I even met the people with a stunt look when my kids were with me " Your kids? I thought you are not married... " when I introduce my kids to them... It could be either... "heyy you are so young .. and yet you have a grown up kids!!!"... or ... "who wants to marry you... ?" or any other possible answers to it. Be it... I don't mind. I just laugh...... It's only an opinion/view from someone...
The KM meet ends... during lunch hour...
Me and my two colleagues... off for lunch at mamak restaurant...
oppssss it is now 2.55pm... this is the time I were born... must be crying at this time 35 years ago....
continue...
Had my lunch ... suddently feel like having some rice... a small portion should be okay (i guessed... hee hee hee) dah lama x makan nasi... but.... actullay baru yesterday I had a bowl of rice at Raku Restaurant, Concorde Shah Alam... yesterday ada lunch appointment.. and they set the venue at the Japanese Restaurant... Intersting place and very cozy.... Oh no.... baru nak cut down ... rupanya makan juga.......
Currently my brain is quite packed with all the changes made for the coming dinner... have to put it aside... wait untill late afternoon after the staff balik... then I will have peace of mind to adjust the necessary things....
Do I feel like 35 now? hee hee hee.... no, I don't .... I can sometimes be 7, when I think about those days... and I could be 16 or 17 when I think about my secondry school... and I can be any age I like ... but definately not more than 35.... hee hee hee.... simply because I don't know what it could be like... never been there yet...
Love my life... love my family, love my friends and love my love.....
I've lost a friend due to liver failure, I do have officemate with heart problem, we are all the same age. There are numbers of them out there... are facing health problem... Wouldn't want to be part of it... so it is better for me to adjust mylife now...
Ah merapu pulak......
The day goes on with the Knowledge Management.. meet.. Today is more on sharing our successful stories... Don't feel like sharing anything today... but were called to .... hee hee hee..... It is so obvious if i didn't offer or contribute any ideas... I started with sharing my age... nothing to hide... I'm happy with my age... some people I met were saying this " you don't look like 35" but some will say... " are you sure you are 35? I thought you are 40", hee hee hee.... I really don't mind what they feel about my age... what I feel about me is much more important... after all it is the only " age " things they are reffering at...
I even met the people with a stunt look when my kids were with me " Your kids? I thought you are not married... " when I introduce my kids to them... It could be either... "heyy you are so young .. and yet you have a grown up kids!!!"... or ... "who wants to marry you... ?" or any other possible answers to it. Be it... I don't mind. I just laugh...... It's only an opinion/view from someone...
The KM meet ends... during lunch hour...
Me and my two colleagues... off for lunch at mamak restaurant...
oppssss it is now 2.55pm... this is the time I were born... must be crying at this time 35 years ago....
continue...
Had my lunch ... suddently feel like having some rice... a small portion should be okay (i guessed... hee hee hee) dah lama x makan nasi... but.... actullay baru yesterday I had a bowl of rice at Raku Restaurant, Concorde Shah Alam... yesterday ada lunch appointment.. and they set the venue at the Japanese Restaurant... Intersting place and very cozy.... Oh no.... baru nak cut down ... rupanya makan juga.......
Currently my brain is quite packed with all the changes made for the coming dinner... have to put it aside... wait untill late afternoon after the staff balik... then I will have peace of mind to adjust the necessary things....
Do I feel like 35 now? hee hee hee.... no, I don't .... I can sometimes be 7, when I think about those days... and I could be 16 or 17 when I think about my secondry school... and I can be any age I like ... but definately not more than 35.... hee hee hee.... simply because I don't know what it could be like... never been there yet...
Love my life... love my family, love my friends and love my love.....
Another big Day
It's my 35th year... Breathing and getting all the great things Allah created for me.
The second year... I have to work during my important day..
Would normally went to the cinema and do a bit of shopping just to mark my own day.
But today... it will be filled with meetings .. wu hu...
Yet still something for me to remember...
Wishing myself the greatest day ahead.
The second year... I have to work during my important day..
Would normally went to the cinema and do a bit of shopping just to mark my own day.
But today... it will be filled with meetings .. wu hu...
Yet still something for me to remember...
Wishing myself the greatest day ahead.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
My Day
Alhamdulillah...
Tinggal lagi 17 hari to my event in Genting.
My customers list sudah siap. My communication with Genting done... last payment.. about to out already... Seperti biasa additonal untuk this last end memang ada... nak masuk awal.. balik lewat... nak bilik besar... cancel x mau bilik.. tambah bilik... nak connecting room... semua ada... Skng ni bila bangun pagi.. kepala dah pening dulu... terbangun sbb sakit kepala... itu belum masuk office lagi tuh..... belum ngadap pc....
Last week.. memang dalam sejarah diri ini arranging tables for the customers.... pertama kali... semua HOD itu setuju terima with very little pindaan.. itupun diorang adjust sesama sendiri... gue ini tidak terlibat... Sebelum tu pun boss dah kata to me... " I leave it to you to decide" masa tu mmg terkejut gak arr.... sbb tak leh nak refer... tapi at last... bila semorang setuju... boss pun okay... Alhamdulillah
Tapi hari ni... telah ku lipat kemas2 kerja2 lain dalam kepala ni... jangan bagi ganggu urusan hari ini.. iaitu.. my lucky draw things...
Today dah nak buat entrance draw card, total 2010. Dah print cuma nak cut and staple ajer.... tapi 2010 tuhhh!!!
then nak siapkan voucher for items yang besar2, pastu nak arrange barang atas stage and tepi stage... then nak coordinate timing ngan emcee punya script.... yaaa laaa scrip emcee lagi.... erkkkkk pengsan......
Wish me the best...
Ada keje... tapi sempat blogging jap... hee hee hee
Tinggal lagi 17 hari to my event in Genting.
My customers list sudah siap. My communication with Genting done... last payment.. about to out already... Seperti biasa additonal untuk this last end memang ada... nak masuk awal.. balik lewat... nak bilik besar... cancel x mau bilik.. tambah bilik... nak connecting room... semua ada... Skng ni bila bangun pagi.. kepala dah pening dulu... terbangun sbb sakit kepala... itu belum masuk office lagi tuh..... belum ngadap pc....
Last week.. memang dalam sejarah diri ini arranging tables for the customers.... pertama kali... semua HOD itu setuju terima with very little pindaan.. itupun diorang adjust sesama sendiri... gue ini tidak terlibat... Sebelum tu pun boss dah kata to me... " I leave it to you to decide" masa tu mmg terkejut gak arr.... sbb tak leh nak refer... tapi at last... bila semorang setuju... boss pun okay... Alhamdulillah
Tapi hari ni... telah ku lipat kemas2 kerja2 lain dalam kepala ni... jangan bagi ganggu urusan hari ini.. iaitu.. my lucky draw things...
Today dah nak buat entrance draw card, total 2010. Dah print cuma nak cut and staple ajer.... tapi 2010 tuhhh!!!
then nak siapkan voucher for items yang besar2, pastu nak arrange barang atas stage and tepi stage... then nak coordinate timing ngan emcee punya script.... yaaa laaa scrip emcee lagi.... erkkkkk pengsan......
Wish me the best...
Ada keje... tapi sempat blogging jap... hee hee hee
Big Day
My son. My eldest son is sitting for his UPSR trial today.
He woke up as usual... nothing seems to be so important for him today... (well that makes me worry). When I said this to him " good luck abang, in your trial... hope u can do your best" this was his answer " mama.. tolong hantar abang ma" my reply will of course " okay... hari ni mama hantar".
Azim sangat relax... betul-betul relax...
Mama ini yang risau... sebenarnya I'm not worry samada Azim boleh jawab soalan atau tidak... what I worry most... ialah.. kebolehan Azim berhadapan dengan pressure... to meet time and to answer within time given. Betul atau tidak jawapan.. for me itu bukan pokok persoalan... yang penting... is he ready for the pressure...
So far nampak okay... sbb tu dia nampak sangat relax...
Harap-harap anak mama okay sepanjang trial ini.
Sometimes rasa lawak juga... anak baru sit for the trial... mak dia dah huru hara....
Itulah rasanya jadi mak....
He woke up as usual... nothing seems to be so important for him today... (well that makes me worry). When I said this to him " good luck abang, in your trial... hope u can do your best" this was his answer " mama.. tolong hantar abang ma" my reply will of course " okay... hari ni mama hantar".
Azim sangat relax... betul-betul relax...
Mama ini yang risau... sebenarnya I'm not worry samada Azim boleh jawab soalan atau tidak... what I worry most... ialah.. kebolehan Azim berhadapan dengan pressure... to meet time and to answer within time given. Betul atau tidak jawapan.. for me itu bukan pokok persoalan... yang penting... is he ready for the pressure...
So far nampak okay... sbb tu dia nampak sangat relax...
Harap-harap anak mama okay sepanjang trial ini.
Sometimes rasa lawak juga... anak baru sit for the trial... mak dia dah huru hara....
Itulah rasanya jadi mak....
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