Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Three days without Abdul Azim

Tanggal 21 November yang lalu... me & my hubby hantar my eldest son to Motivation Training Camp at Kem Suara Rimba Hutan Sungai Congkak.... that was the first time I left my kid with strangers.... fortunately his double cousin was there too...

Hoping that he would be able to make friends and explore other than his ordinary life... me and my hubby shop for camping items few days before.... to encourage him to go... My son felt reluctant at first... but me... being a person with list of camping site I went to during my school days... said this to him " best abang... nantikan abang dapat buat macam2... ada jungle tracking... night walk... and a lot of things... sampaikan bila habis camping abang rasa macam tak nak balik.... syokkkkk" " mama pernah camping kat sana dulu... tempat tu best sangat..." then added this " kalu mama diberi peluang... mama je yang pergi..."

3 Days 2 nights... My son duduk kat sana.... as a mother.... I sangat terasa suasana yang sunyi bila my eldest tak de...... even the siblings felt the same....

Day 1
We left Shah Alam, about 3.00pm... need to reach the destination somewhere around 4.30 to 6.30pm... barang2 dah siap masuk dalam kereta... Perjalanan took around 2 hrs... siap sesat jalan lagi... map kurang tepat.... so we decided to look for signboard / signage... we don't talk much in the car during that day.... cuma when we reached the kampung area... my kids started asking this and that.... masuk area sungai Congkak... we saw a lot of camping site... sayangnya tak tersusun langsung.... sampai je venue... my hubby park the car... terus p register.... I assisted Abang Azim with his new camping bag and sleeping bag....

Masa tu dah ramai orang registered... Azim was asked to put his things at the hall area on the first floor... when he came down, he had to join other participants for tea... sempat salam my hubby... Ammar, Syasya & Sarah pun salam & cium tangan Abang Azim... I peluk my son and wish him all the best.... We then left him there... masing2 senyap sepanjang jalan pulang...
On the way back we all singgah kat Sate Kajang Hj Samuri.... tengah makan teringat kat Abang Azim.... we then said.... biasanya Abang Azim akan habiskan sate ni.... ( tak pe lah bang sate tu bukannya sedappun.... sedap lagi sate kat sec 9 Shah Alam) ... sunyinyer tak de Azim....

Sampai Shah Alam kitorang pegi Alam Sentral... to look for baju taekwando baru untuk Ammar.... Kedai lak dah tutup rupanya pindah ke sek 18, nak balik rasa macam bosan & sunyi ( itu baru sorang anak tak dek.....) so kitorang lepak makan ice cream sundae MC D, dah kat 11pm baru balik rumah.... ( arrggghhhh sunyi nyer tak de Azim)... Tido....

Day 2,
Early morning siapkan baju taekwando anak2 ... my hubby cuci & jemur kain... bila the other three dah pergi Taekwando Class... I amik peluang untuk kemas rumah... punggah almari & kemas balik.... penat jugak laaaaa..... bila anak2 balik dari taekwando we had a late breakfast.... awal pagi, hari taekwando tak leh heavy breakfast... nanti time class termuntah pulak.... habis makan dah pukul 11 pagi... I sambung kemas rumah.... sedar2 jam dah pukul 3... p makan nasi ayam kat Anggerik dulu lahhhh..... ( terasa bila Abang Azim tak de ni....), sampai rumah My hubby drop us kat depan jek sbb dia nak gi Gym.... My kids yang lain terus naik atas... tengok TV.... about 5.30pm I joined them.... mood nak masak tak dek... sbb yang tigorang ni bukan makan sangat.... biasanya Abang Azim will request things....

Somewhere around 6.15 my parents datang dengan 2 lagi anak abang I... diorang pun boring tak tau mana nak p.... tapi tak nak lepak lama rumah I sbb diorang nak berjalan2 lagi... Ammar minta izin ikut atuk & nenek.... Kesian Ammar... Abang tak de... dia tak de kawan.... at least my anak saudara lelaki tu boleh gang ngan dia for that night..... lepas Ammar siapkan baju terus ikut atuk & nenek jalan2.

Me, my hubby and the two girls... bertambah sunyi.... so kitorang pun pusing2 menghabiskan minyak kereta..... makan.... then p tesco... menghabiskan duit lak..... huuu huuu

by the time kitorang reached home dah pukul 12.00mid, syasya & sarah terlalu penat berjalan.... semorang terus tertidur.... I still teringat kat Abang Azim..... apalah abang Azim buat masa ni.... boleh ke Abang tidur... lena ke..... selesa tak.... dalam hati ni tak tau nak rasa apa.... I want my son to go thru this... at the same time I plak yg takut dia tak boleh adjust himself with the new environment ..... Mama rindu sangat kat Abang Azim.... argghhhhh biarkan I have to be strong myself..... anak tak ape2 mak lak lebih2... hee hee heee

Day 3
We had early breakfast.... now without Ammar & Azim..... as for Ammar I don't mind, he is with my parents.... I sambung kemas rumah.... my hubby p pasar.... tengahari he has to fetch his parents for kenduri kawin.... Sarah ikut my hubby.... I sambung kemas barang2 dari pasar.... by 2.00pm my hubby sampai rumah.... kat luar panas giler.... masuk rumah je hubby I terus terbaring kepenatan..... " awak tau tak... Sarah kan... masa kat rumah orang kawin tu.... siap mintak gula2 untuk Abang Azim, Ammar & Syasya.... selamba jeeee" my hubby told me..... ya I know Sarah memang cam tu.... apa pun abang & kakak tak pernah dia lupa....

Then I said this to my hubby " awak sedar tak.... we never check the background of the organizer... we simply send abang..." " we also never ask for the module" " just because your cousin informed us about the activity..... and we were so excited about it" " we had never been like this" I added non stop.... " mcm mana kali ni kita boleh belasah jekkkk" then my worries yang merapu2 comes " tah2 bila nak amik abang... diorang tak de kat situ.... tah mana2 diorang angkut anak kita" ....

By 2.45pm kitorang siap2 nak amik Azim.... tapi kene fetch Ammar kat my parents' hse dulu.... Lepas amik ammar kitorang terus p Sungai Congkak..... tak sabar nak jumpa my Azim.... by 4.15 we reached there.... masa tu orang ramai sangat.... mungkin untuk second group kottt.... agak tercari2 Azim.... then I ternampak selipar Azim.... rupanya Azim disebalik pokok..... Masa jumpa Azim nampak terlalu penat.... senyum pun susah..... sian anak mama.... Alhamdulillah Azim sihat dan selamat....

Kitorang terus balik.... abang Azim tak henti2 cerita seronok nya dia masa 3 hari tu..... adik2 yang lain diam khusyuk mendengar cerita abang..... I know Azim gained a lot of things during the event..... Sampai IKBN, terpaksa patah balik.... Azim tertinggal shirt & track bottom.... bila dah ambik balik pakaian yang tertinggal tuh....kitorang terus kan semula perjalanan pulang ke rumah.... 2 jam jammed dari sungai congkak ke pekan ..... sampai rumah Abang Azim knock out.... tak boleh bangun sampai pagi.....


Kenangan dulu

Camping Cadet Polis di Sungai Congkak : 5 hari 3 mlm

That was the place a friend of mine nampak someone suddently came out from a huge tree... dekat tepi sungat tpt kitorang mandi... my Junoir Cadet masa tu tengah nak ambil jam tangan yang tertinggal kat akar pokok besar tuhhh.... hah apa lagi... menjerit histeria lah my friend tu.... My self ??? nampak je berani... tapi penakut ..... bila the Fasilitator tu informed us about the matter... I gelabah dlm hati.... alamak.... nak visit ke tak nih.... I dah lah ketua Platun masa tuh..... adoiiiii.... then Fasilitator advised us not to visit... takut jangkit kat orang lain.... selamat........ That was story when I was in form 5....

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